How to do what...??

When someone looks you smart,
And is very close to your heart,
You like him as never to depart,
But the thing that comes is,
What to do and how to do what??

You find him very special in your life
As without him you can’t survive,
The one who taught you to jive?
But the thing that comes is,
What to do and how to do what??

The thought of him made you still,
You made blunders to chill,
Everything was there to drill,
But the thing that comes is,
What to do and how to do what??

The emotions of care was there to mere,
As if the mind was playing with symphony smears,
Life was beautiful with coming dears,
But the thing that comes is,
What to do and how to do what??

It looked, as everything was fine,
Making my feelings to divine,
That boy was sitting next to me,
But the thing that comes is,
What to do and how to do what??